Self - awareness distracts me from being a champion

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I recently came across this quote: "I think self-awareness is probably the most important thing towards being a champion",  on the surface it sounds noble and I initially thought this would be helpful to my walk in the Kingdom but as I meditated deeply on this I realized that self awareness will not be helpful in my walk of faith because in the Kingdom of God self-awareness is a twisted sin that leads to self-condemnation.


Self-awareness is a mental state where I have to pay attention to myself and how my actions, feelings, or ideas match up with my inner rules. This means I have to think about myself first, which goes against the Kingdom command to put God first. It also means I have to prioritize my life experience in the physical world instead of my life experience in the Kingdom of God, adopting this posture will lead me to spiritual death.


Self awareness is popularly passed on as wisdom but it has no value in my walk against my sinful impulses because it is about my honor instead of bringing honor to God. To guard myself against seeking my own honor, I focus on gaining knowledge about the Kingdom of God instead of self - awareness.


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