Self - awareness distracts me from being a champion

I recently came across this quote: "I think self-awareness is probably the most important thing towards being a champion" , on the surface it sounds noble and I initially thought this would be helpful to my walk in the Kingdom but as I meditated deeply on this I realized that self awareness will not be helpful in my walk of faith because in the Kingdom of God self-awareness is a twisted sin that leads to self-condemnation. Self-awareness is a mental state where I have to pay attention to myself and how my actions, feelings, or ideas match up with my inner rules. This means I have to think about myself first, which goes against the Kingdom command to put God first . It also means I have to prioritize my life experience in the physical world instead of my life experience in the Kingdom of God, adopting this posture will lead me to spiritual death . Self awareness is popularly passed on as wisdom but it has no value in my walk against my sinful impulses because it is about my ...