My journey to purpose
For a long time, I grappled with the question, "What is my purpose?" I've since learned that this was the wrong question, as it mistakenly suggested I was the source of my purpose, leading me to focus on myself and my own desires. The correct question, I realized, should have been, "What is God’s purpose for my life?" This question prompted me to seek the Creator, to delve into deep knowledge about God and His ways. As I maintained this approach, He revealed Himself to me and His purpose for my life.
My complete trust in the Lord, rather than relying on my own understanding, cultivated an intimate relationship with Christ. By giving Him the right to direct my life, I gained insight into good works. While seemingly unrelated, I am learning that as I obey them, they intricately weave together every detail of my life for my good and for His purpose.
It was in this surrendered state that I also discovered aspects of myself I had never known before, some even beyond my imagination. These were the very things for which He made provision and enabled me to navigate the darkest period of my life. It was also during this time that I understood God was drawing me to Himself for His purpose.
God’s purpose is a holy calling on my life, not because of any good I have done, but by His divine pleasure to confirm my union with Christ. My responsibility is to walk in the ways He has revealed to me, because God's ultimate purpose is to nurture and prepare me to do good works, thereby expanding the body of Christ.
God’s purpose for my life seems impossible given my current circumstances, but I also believe this was done deliberately so that I rely on Him instead of relying on my own wisdom and strength to fulfill it.